DUDE I NEED MONEYYY

I can’t keep waiting for you to realize how much you really don’t like her. I can’t keep hearing you say how pretty I am and how much better of a girlfriend i would be than her. I can’t stand by and let you cheat on her; especially not with me. You and I both know we’re not that type of people.

So, this is my goodbye to you. This is my last time saying I love your bright blue eyes and smile that just lights up my world. This is the last time I say I want to be with you. This is isn’t goodbye forever but instead only for now.

I don’t know what the future holds for us. We may someday love eachother the way we said we wished we could. One day, I hope I could possibly say I love you and be the one and only girl that you say I love you back to.

You make me smile. But not when I see you with her.

If you ever decide to leave where you are, just know, I’ll be here waiting…

Im so lonely. Im not alone. Just lonely. The world revolves around me and all I want to do is step out of it. Step away from it. All I want is to not see it anymore. Being lonely would be easier if I was alone. Then, I could cry and no one would see my tears; People could be happy without making me jealous… I dont want to live like this anymore. I dont want to live anymore. All I do is bring pain to the people I love and I just cant do this anymore… Im not as strong as everyone thinks I am. On this inside Im not dying anymore. On the inside Im dead. Right now, I am tired of seeing the people that I love upset over the things I say/do. Depression has pushed me too far this time. I dont think I will ever be truly happy again… This is what I think about. This is why I cry…

It’s time. (by getupaustralia)

I was definately born in the wrong decade. The 80’s was absolutely brilliant and amazing. The music is just so much fun!!!

nickgerber:

Swag